MOOMOO ;3

Miss santarina

2012-01-06T02:57:00.001-08:00

Okay , My blog is really dead so yea wanna update some latest news about me .

Great thing and praise lord that i have won for the santarina beauty contest. Obviously, that i'm really lucky and bless that i have many friends have voted for me .Thank you everyone ! However, I get to met a lot of new people's around the uni . Is great and I'm blessed. Amen ♥

Therefore, Happy new year everyone's may this year will be a special year for you and of course dont forget about that our beloved god is coming (:

Be prepared !

Miss santarina

2012-01-06T02:57:00.000-08:00

Okay , My blog is really dead so yea wanna update some latest news about me .

Therefore, Happy new year everyone's may this year will be a special year for you and of course dont forget about that our beloved god is coming (:

Be prepared !

Rice water toner and mask (:

2011-11-27T20:51:00.000-08:00

Hello there! (:

Recently I've been trying something new out . Well is new to me , I'm using rice water as my toner and mask . From using this, I'd cut down my expenses from buying beauty products .
Since rice water is so useful so I wanna share with all my friend's about this food .

As you can see, everyday we cooked rice and the rice water we use to throw away or water the plant but now you can also use it on your face as a toner and mask .By doing this , the rice water can help you to complexion the skin.

Firstly,pick any rice that you want different rice have different nutrients .So , i had a normal rice that we use to had .

Wash the rice for three times its up to you actually. For me, the first wash of rice water I'll throw away because to me is dirty. Then , the second rice water i will keep.

Pour it out the second rice water .Pour it out when its looks cloudy and you can out it in bottle or container .

How to use it ?

1 . After you had done everything , just take a cotton bud and pour some of the rice water on there .Oh yeah, before this you have to cleanse your face .
2 . Apply the cotton bud on your face like how you apply the toner on your face .
3 . Ta daaa ! Is look more fair and whitening .

The end ~

2011-11-22T03:16:00.000-08:00

I'm going to insane soon , very soon .

- Cried in silent .
- Holding your breath
- Screaming in your heart
- Pinching yourself
- Biting your hands
- Anger in your eyes

2011-11-17T06:00:00.000-08:00

Just not happy , I didn't expect that I can't bring you the excitement of joy to you unlike me . Reaching home immediately online with full of joy and excited to chat with you .
Somehow, I feel your beloved computer can brings whatever joy you wanted .
In fact, this caused me to feel I'm just a substitutions when you're lonely .
To me , What i saw I'm ain't your first choice .I'll be the second choice of your life .
It always persuade you to on/use it .
I hate it !

2011-11-17T05:57:00.000-08:00

I am not happy ..

Will my journey comes to the end ?

2011-09-22T10:52:00.000-07:00

Will i be losing my life when i'm just started to grow older?

Can someone understand whats my feeling right now?

There's so many things i wanna do .. do i still have the chance?

Could it be i did too much sin ?And this is my ending?

I wanna talk with her back like i used to be .

I wanna be the who everyone loves me instead of hate .

How much longer can i continue ?

Sometimes, i really wanna help my family member's even my own mom but no one seems to understand why i desired to help them .

no one will understand how i felt ..

eventhou, i had bad times with them . no matter how they treat me is till they are my most closest person in this world .Dont you understand how i feel when someone in my family just got trouble?

Yes, i couldnt help them because i'm dependent .

True ..

I guess my time is coming soon ..

2011-08-16T08:10:00.001-07:00

what so wrong ? im just wanna follow whatever u do only. i just wanna spend more time with u .

what wrong that im doing this? which gf wont jealous, if they ex come and call them?

i just dont understand .

2011-08-13T11:27:00.001-07:00

i'm so pist now!totally insane and i realise my attitudes got worst! worst !!!
i wont tell you how i act when i'm alone.
Is like i'm having vengeful spirits in me!

You treat me like this,
I will pay you back !
You dont appreciate what i do,
and i will never appreciate what you does !

I'm tired ! I will only think what your feelings, what about mine?
saying me, i dont care your feelings . yes i am !
no matter you dint sleep or sleep ( too much )
you always claim yourself tired .

Even being with me ,
or whatever except your own game .
I'm was shock with myself right now .
Having this fucking attitudes !

Goodnight

2011-08-04T05:01:00.000-07:00

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Baby I was naíve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance,
My mistake, I didn't know,
To be in love you had to fight to get the uppper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess
This ain't our fairytale
I'm gonna find someone, someday
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rear view mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Oh
It's too late
To catch me now

ahh what a nice song. Well, recently i nvr touch my book at all . I wonder whats happening to me .

i'm getting lazier ..

rawr, cornie was right i'm a negative minded person hm.

my view is always at the negative side .Hai

So cheers

Is dota really that fun ? or games ?

2011-07-26T09:19:00.000-07:00

Is this game really that fun huh?seriously,is like apart of your life is gaming. damn it .

I started cant talk to you like i used to be .Now just like putting a name that we are in a relationship but the truth is , do you really understand me ?

I really wonder ..

I let you have your time, ended you misuse it . you getting more fond for your games ..

speechless ! you said you stress oh alright , fine i tried to act like normal .

pretending i'm so super mature and good but the fact i'm wasnt .

Im still in progress of growing .

Nahs, i dont want talk about this anymore . this will just make me more mood swing and being so immature . wasting my time for being emo on something stupid besides, is on game. no point .

So, today just after my test . well, i'm not sure i can pass or not ..but basically the test is something that i learnt before . I thanked god that i went to stpm (:

Hahahha. anyway, i gt to do my homework.

sigh, so many assignment need to do .anyway, i still have to work hard .

So cheers,

Loveeee.

Update my blog

2011-07-25T11:39:00.000-07:00

Is a nice song . Hm, recently my life went up and down just like a roller coaster. Imagine u sitting on roller coaster ride , what do you feel ? terrified ?arent u ? Laughs

Today was a terrible day really terrible till i tear someone heart apart .

I was totally in a big mess this few weeks,being too sensitive and keep thinking negatively about me . Afterall, i'm aint that bad actually =P

So, i lost myself this few weeks was in a great depressions . Many thing happen in my life, i was hoping too much for someone come and comfort .

Nah, i should love and comfort myself .No point, getting other ppl comfort meanwhile i myself couldn't accept they words .

Well,I realised i'm still living in the past whereby i couldn't move on my life peacefully .

All i have is guilt in me for what i did to him, and now treated my bf badly ..because i couldn't let go of him ?

I admit what i did at the past was wrong .truth is,is happened.

Just tap my back and say ,

" Heyy girl ! No point being emo or being guilty "

" Move onnnn dude ! You'd had make your own decisions "

So there is , I'm moving and hoping tomorrow will be a better day .Good days will come .

And oh ya, I just got a cut on my finger .Sadly, i dont know how i got my cut .clueless )=

Now putting a orange plaster on my cut .cheers

So cheers,

Take care

2011-07-01T09:06:00.000-07:00

Looking at facebook hoping something miracle will happen but ..it doesn't .

Staring at my facebook wall , for quite long and do nothing .

And i turn back, i look to my pink phone again .

There's no mail's for today .

I wonder, what i am doing right now ? I'm wasting my time for entertainments.

not to say entertainments are bad, but having too much of it will bring about an unfortunate outcome.degree at mmu wasnt that easy .

To be honest, i couldn't imagine myself are taking degree right now .Seriously, i have to thank 8person in my life . If without them, I wont study till that far .

Thank you so much for these eight person who came into my life .

Your effort that you put in me , i'm really appreciate it .

I'll not let you down and prove to everyone in this world that i can be just like other people at outside .

Main person,He's helped me whenever i need him .

Although he help me in different ways , which some can been seen some cant been seen .overall, if without him i couldn't see the sunlight again .Sometimes, i may turn lazy and doesn't want to talk to you but you never leave me alone .you always be with me .thank you lord .

The first person who i want to thanked so much is myself .

I struggle so hard to come here and yes ,i did it and now i have to continue struggle to complete it .

Second person,She's a great mom and a good teacher to me . No matter where she goes , i believe one day she will be happy with her children .

Thank you nyuk fun . you taught me a lot about life and workings.

Third person , A good lecturer,mom and tuition teacher .She's helped me whenever i'm in trouble .I've been blessed for meeting her . Thank you noreen .

Fourth person ,She's a great teacher taught me a lot of things and she's makes me never give up on my life. thank you roslini .

Fifth person , Although we wasn't that close when we was same school and class . I'm glad that in my sec6 you taught me a lot of things which i cant been seen in the past .well, but now i do saw and understand what you mean .Thank you lilian .

Sixth person, She's a good friend,good buddy and good daughter .

Without her help , i couldn't get in my university . Thank you cornie .

7th, He's a good guy .do helped me a lot in the past and now .

Thank you weijit .

Lastly , He's the one taught me do be strong .Make me to be confident person .He taught me to aim high . He even taught me , in my studies .Thank you

Life

2011-06-30T22:19:00.000-07:00

I have to work hard and chase my dreams .

2011-06-13T08:49:00.000-07:00

I will carry the guilts with me .

2011-06-08T07:54:00.000-07:00

當世界只剩下這床頭燈
Dang shi jie zhi sheng xia zhe chuang tou deng
When all that's left in the world is this lamp on my nightstand (1)
你那邊是早晨已經出門
Ni na bian shi zao chen yi jing chu men
It's early morning where you are; you've already left the house
我側身感到你在轉身
Wo ce shen gan dao ni zai zhuan shen
I'm lying on my side; I can sense that you are turning around (2)
無數陌生人正在等下一個綠燈
Wu shu mo sheng ren Zheng zai deng xia yi ge lu deng
Countless strangers Are waiting for the next green light
一再錯身彼此脆弱的時分
Yi zai cuo shen bi ci cui ruo de shi fen
Again and again, we've missed each other's most lonely and vulnerable times
不過渴望一個吻的餘溫
Bu guo ke wang yi ge wen de yu wen
However, I am still longing for the lingering warmth of your kiss
我關了燈黑暗把我併吞 Wo
Wo guan le deng Hei an ba wo bing tun Wo
I turn off the lights, The darkness engulfs and swallows me, whoa

Chorus:
你不在當我最需要愛你卻不在 Wo
Ni bu zai Dang wo zui xu yao ai Ni que bu zai Wo
You're not here Just when I need love the most You're not here, Whoa
無盡等待像獨白的難捱 Wo
Wu jin deng dai xiang du bai de nan ai Wo
This endless waiting is slow torture, like a monologue
你不在高興還是悲哀你都不在
Ni bu zai Gao xing hai shi bei ai Ni dou bu zai
You're not here Happiness or Sorrow, You're not here
我受了傷再偷偷好起來但你不在不在
Wo shou le shang zai tou tou hao qi lai Dan ni bu zai Bu zai
I've been hurt, and I secretly, stealthily recovered But you weren't here You weren't here (3)

時間再按下許多次快門
Shi jian zai an xia xu duo ci kuai men
Time has clicked the shutter numerous times (4)
沉默裡聽見轉動的秒針
Chen mo li ting jian zhuan dong de miao zhen
In the silence, you can hear the ticking second hand
一個人吃飯這個凌晨
Yi ge ren chi fan zhe ge ling chen
I eat alone this early morning, this dawn
孤單一人份你低聲說你有別人
Gu dan yi ren fen Ni di sheng shuo ni you bie ren
But this loneliness belongs to just one person In a low voice, you tell me that you have found someone else
我的話筒只有自己的體溫
Wo de hua tong zhi you zi ji de ti wen
Against the mouthpiece of my telephone, there is only the warmth of my own body
怎樣認真也不一定成真
Zen yang ren zhen ye bu yi ding cheng zhen
Oh, "earnestness can't guarantee that your dreams will come true"
你說得對我不得不承認 Wo
Ni shuo de dui Wo bu de bu cheng ren Wo
You were right I can't deny it, Whoa

Chorus:
你不在當我最需要愛你卻不在 Wo
Ni bu zai Dang wo zui xu yao ai Ni que bu zai Wo
You're not here Just when I need love the most You're not here, Whoa
無盡等待像獨白的難捱 Wo
Wu jin deng dai xiang du bai de nan ai Wo
This endless waiting is slow torture, like a monologue
你不在高興還是悲哀你都不在
Ni bu zai Gao xing hai shi bei ai Ni dou bu zai
You're not here Happiness or Sorrow, You're not here
我受了傷再偷偷好起來但你不在 Wo
Wo shou le shang zai tou tou hao qi lai Dan ni bu zai Wo
I've been hurt, and I secretly, stealthily recovered But you weren't here You weren't here

Bridge:
那些搖擺我都明白都明白
Na xie yao bai Wo dou ming bai Dou ming bai
That kind of indecision, that swaying... I understand it all Understand it all
但你不在愛已不在不在
Dan ni bu zai Ai yi bu zai Bu zai
But you're not here Love has already gone It's not here

你不在當我最需要愛你卻不在 Wo
Ni bu zai Dang wo zui xu yao ai Ni que bu zai Wo
You're not here Just when I need love the most You're not here, Whoa
一個人分飾兩角的戀愛 Wo
Yi ge ren fen shi liang jiao de lian ai Wo
One person taking on all the responsibility of a two-person relationship, Whoa
你不在高興還是悲哀你都不在 Wo
Ni bu zai Gao xing hai shi bei ai Ni dou bu zai Wo
You're not here Happiness or Sorrow, You're not here, Whoa

像空氣般不存在的存在
Xiang kong qi ban bu cun zai de cun zai
Like the air-- knowing it exists, but not knowing where it is
再沒有痕跡的愛
Zai mei you hen ji de ai
A love that leaves no hints or traces
你不在當我需要你的愛你不在
Ni bu zai Dang wo xu yao ni de ai Ni bu zai
You weren't here When I needed your love You weren't her

2011-06-07T05:37:00.000-07:00

I guess he already forget about me . Well, I dont know what the hell im doing also .

The attitude that im having now will not brings me to become a successful person .

Yes i do miss all my friends , family and even someone who i cant get anymore or even doesnt belongs to me .

well, rotting at home and wasting my precious time for these few months .

I guess i should really throw the old bad habits that i'm just have and start it all over again .

Michelle dont let the surrounding affect your career .

Seriously, you should start moving your butt and get a life .

YES!

Thats it . Money come first , study second and third , making new friends , lastly family .

And stop being a singaporean style , keeps complaint how miserable your life was or are .!

that it !

specially thanks to you,

if wasnt your blog i wont be so motivated to get back my old life.however, although is feel sad that you have a crush on someone .

i guess i will no longer contact you .

good luck thomas .Im sorry for what i did .

Is was a biggest mistakes in my life .Sorry .

Take care .!

I'm sorry

2011-05-29T07:00:00.000-07:00

Im sorry .. Im sorry ..

2011-05-23T08:29:00.001-07:00

Amazing song (: loads of love .

Prayers is all i need .

Bless from god is the most important thing .

Lord ,

Bring me back alive !

be Michelle Lim back !! <3

Only song can ease my pain and suffer !

2011-05-22T04:32:00.000-07:00

I wanna try it !

2011-05-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

Okay this is so rdm of me . Out of sudden, i view this girl who called bubzbeauty and she show us how to make up and etc .
I was so inspired by her and well, yes im gonna try it !

Come home to me by justin bieber - Ernie Hatler cover

2011-05-19T07:18:00.000-07:00

Oh my bieber, he had a cute voice and now have a amazing voice. Is so man and sweet . * heart melts *
This song totally i will rate him 4 star !

Well, recently things never goes smooth.
work getting more and more .
9 hour a day really cant finish i wonder how in future can i handle when the new outlets is coming soon .aih *shake head*
He was right,i did really changed and now i just keep complaining how miserable my life was.meanwhile, i never try to solve it .
perhaps, i really NO BEING INDEPENDENT !
anyway, i miss my Malaysia friends so much ! I miss them badly ,the life i had at msia was awesome and i truly thanks to those who concern about me !
Treated me as theirs sister .
I'm so touch !

I miss you guys !! SERIOUS (:

I am far away from god now,and currently working out to close the gap and get closer back to Him.
I know his arm will always open for me .
He will welcome me because He loved me .

Saving money now to buy a macbook.
Is better to have a new laptop for my upcoming schools .

Takecare blursquid .
Thank you (:

2011-05-14T07:15:00.000-07:00

life,

i have changed so much .
he was right , i do change a lot .

BORING!

2011-05-14T05:39:00.000-07:00

is so boring !

2011-05-09T02:55:00.001-07:00

im so suffer till i couldnt breath . i cant find anyone to talk with and by my side .

Just a dream

2011-03-06T05:29:00.000-08:00

This song is damn amazing . i love it so much no idea why .. lyrics was so cool (: and they sing better and super nice .

Omg !

2011-03-06T05:22:00.000-08:00

I wanna get iphone so badly ):

i'm a big fat liar to you?

2011-02-16T10:11:00.000-08:00

can you please tell me what im hiding from you? i honestly hide one thing only. that the only thing ..

Fork those china people's

2011-02-10T09:03:00.000-08:00

bastard ppl confused me and run away from their bills .
fork you! i treat you nice and sweet as a return you give me a piece of shyt . you bastard ppl!

I hate to see my bf ex comments

2011-01-15T07:35:00.000-08:00

Fork! what the hell wrong with me? Saw those comments he with that so called ex making me damn freaky jealous! Although is past but still my heart feel damn pain when seeing all those comment . honestly, i dont know why and theres nothing i can do besides, they relationship is over why must i care for his ex comments? Hm :/

Too jealous de. sigh

311210

2011-01-06T03:37:00.000-08:00

These days that i will never forget in my entire life (: we laugh we smile we enjoy our time being tgt . Thanks to seow and junemeng this generous couple willing to fetch us go to mines .

Althought the food at there were awful however, we did enjoy our days .

We celebrate new year eve together with daniel,suyin,daniel friend,fu sheng,generous couple and my little chua (:

Be confidence .

what should i do?

2010-12-26T00:32:00.000-08:00

Sigh what should i do? Im plan the whole thing and yet i feel like not going pd? wth wrong with me .

Love

2010-12-18T18:08:00.000-08:00

I went thru this same situations again and yet i'm worry.No matter how much i wanna be with him i've to wait and be patient .

we're friends

2010-12-17T09:47:00.001-08:00

i will wait .

suicide

2010-12-16T08:14:00.000-08:00

I dont know why my body urge me to do something stupid.

Something really stupid and hurt myself. Seriously,i dont know why ..

but obviously i know,God wont forgive me if i do something like that .

I'm such a failure ! Its seem like everything doesnt go smooth and always there's something happen between us .

At first we do have fate for being together after awhile, i dont know why ..

I got a weird feeling that you will be with her. I thou im sensitive but it seems like you both are more suitable .

However,whatever happens in future i still will wait .

Hurts

2010-12-15T23:46:00.000-08:00

yeah now im deeply in hurt and i feel so emo! seriously,i like a walking zombie hiding myself inside the room and keep sleep.

Life still have to go on even he is gone .

Do i deserve this when i treat my own bf too good? headache .

Relationship

2010-10-10T08:04:00.000-07:00

I realize is not easy to have a relationship. You must have trust to each other and sacrifices that you need to have.
Sometimes he treat you cool but that doesnt mean he dont love you.
He actually is busy with his studies and etc. All you need to do is support and be patient.
No matter what he do,you must trust him.
Im happy and glad that i with him have a good conversations.
With a calm,cool and relax mood.
we talked about our problems, and the things that both of us are facing. Yeahh!girls are always be the troublemakers.I've to admit it because i am one of them.
i dont know why i will so sudden think of so many negative side about him.
but the truth is i know he wont treat me like this and yet i still dont believe that he is working hard for his study.
oh michelle come on.. be positive!
too many things i have go thru with him and yet you still dont believe him?michelle michelle..silly.
anyway,now i back to normal and completely understand him well (:
thanks for everything you've done tcth.
promises that i'd make i try to fulfill it . same goes to you little squiddyy.

love tcth

2010-06-24T05:49:00.000-07:00

okay since someone ask me post blog so, okayyy! :)
well,recently having exam so dint online . furthermore,kinda lazy to online ..
hee! ohmygosh, on 19 and 20 june 2010.
me,thomas,seow,kuan may,khor,seow ying,kean meng,cornie,shirley, and seow parents.
we went to seow apartmen :) overnight at there . heehees!
then at night we went to beach tgt and walked ..
ohya, that special night and i will never forget that i saw .. a shooting star!!
ohmygosh,eventhou is just for a 2second thats satisfied me a lot!
anyway im not the only one who saw it. :)
thomas also did . wees ..love!
okay then,
about my exam .. uh finally i manage to pass my accounts! but ...
others failed .eeshh!
nevermind, you see lar chua .. keep looking down on me!eesh .

to my beloved sg friends :)
thank you .. uh!this coming december im gonna meet you guy and girl's back. wweeess! (:
will be working at there till uni start ( if my result was good )
mmmuacks ..

pheeww . the sky so blue (:

2010-05-28T10:11:00.000-07:00

i dont know what im doing at here right now. i just know emo ! feel like crying ..
am i too miss someone till like that? i wonder what he doing. sighh..
he must be facing his costing notes right now.
2week 2days cant contact each other. the feeling like ... arghh! i myself also dont know what mood im in right now.
emo?down?or whatever larhhs.

facing the book,
suddenly feel emo .. the feeling of miss came .

sorry luting and tzeehui,
cant go out with you all 2molo because im having exam next week . maaf ! loves .

junemeng,
cheer up! learn from mistakes .

sadddiemee ..

A day again

2010-05-10T09:15:00.000-07:00

Hey bloggie :)

Im back to blog again.
Okay thanks to my dar ally . who comfort me when im in such a emo time
teddy im sorry for everytime i'd hurt you.
yeah! i know that you keep nag me is for my own good
i'm happy with it . the moment you care me,i feel like
weeeeheees! * flying *

However,
whatever you had said to me,
i agree with you and its true.
i really need a change !
i keep think negatively and im such a sensitive and emotional person.
and yet,you still willingly be my side.
thank you.loves

Hey! teddy dont forget our promise *evil smile*

thank you ally and baoer .
thank you teddy .

misses ,
thomas
ally
baoer
amos
arif
tzeehui
luting
liying
yeeleng
pohkim
pearlyn
joelin
samantha si blur sotong
sayyie dead fish
sook han
jane
miki san
tomomi san
tzusuzuki san
kiki
kelly ma
sali
hou gor
& many!

*to those who i always meet them at school,i dint wrote here doesnt mean i dont miss you girls and guys kay (: *

loves,
teddy

2010-04-29T03:53:00.000-07:00

A message to teddy bear,

You have trust me but yet i so silly and still dont trust you.
like what you said,
after this r/s you wont be having a new r/s and concentrate on ur dreams.
the moment i read this message,
i sighed.i'm so speechless.as if like we look like gonna spilt ?
dear,what im gonna tell you is..
i really do love you and mean it .
eventhou,i have been coupled with so many guys before but you are the only one who makes me different and give me a different feelings.
everytime im in trouble you the one who willingly to listen and help me out.
the one who keeps tolerate with me.
the one who dont mind my appearances.
the who love my chubby size.
the one who love my voice.
the one who always be with me.
Who cheer me up at the same time will make me jealous.
I love you so much.
so so much .
thank you for being with me all the time.
and help me break the one month curse!
Lets work together and break another curse x) In one month time,we not going to see each other.Sigh
I do miss you a loads!
I just hate far distance r/s . x(
Argh,i've to be quickly graduate and go to the same uni with you.!
If i get a good result,to be frank ..
my plan was after stpm,i thought of going back to sg to continue my life at there.
and apply permanent residences at there too.
Hence,i've make my decision to continue studies and staying here till i graduates? :)
Thanks to you for keep giving me support !
you're the best boyfriend that i never had.
Dont worry,i'll try to work hard for the sake of my own future and also to enter the same uni with you.
*evil smile*
so that i can always seee ur teddyy faces! x)
teddybear you tightly.!never let you emo alone or let go of you ..

with lots of love,
Michelle lim

2010-04-17T06:10:00.000-07:00

Someone ask me to update so yeah,i now update!
So,today i went to school late. as usual,pont queen always pont and keep going late to school!
Today reach school at 9someting,then i went to class.
when having econs lesson,
kept msging with my love and dint even listen to teacher lol!
to be frank,i never listen to his lesson before.
however,after his lesson is acc time!
study awhile then,go watch movie with my classmates.!
we went to jusco balakong and watched ice kacang puppy love.Hms..
The movie is not bad la.
Speaking about movie,ohmygosh! i really cant wait for next saturday .
Muet exam,concert,& dating on that day! wow .
Nevermind.muhahahas! stress and relax at the same day :)

I wanna thank my friend.
Who keep asking me to come to school .
that little princess jamie,she's sweet and nice!
and also others.
which is cornie,kuan mei,and liyiong .
i heart you babes!

This is for my love,
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study larhhs! still online tsk tsk!

Teehee!

today's mood

2010-04-16T05:07:00.000-07:00

welcome back michelle to blog!
alrights its been so long that i dint online and update my blog. llike what uncle said, my blog is dead! laugh
anyways,this few days i might be keep updating my blog due to improve my typing skills and to not let my finger lag ? ( i think so )
this coming saturday, im gonna have muet exam. and i know my result will be ban2?
hahahah!
im now kinda blur and my brain is lag!ohgosh,maybe because i damn long din write essay and blogging.
Perhaps, i'll be crapping at here.
So firstly, im gonna thank god . Of course, because finally i know who's my creator and who loved me the most!
I wanna thank god,for helping me everything that i cant solve by my own . But with god helps i finally manage to solve my problem.
secondly,i wanna thank this friend. He been treating me so good and im really sorry for what i've done to you.But i do appreciated it the moment we spent time tgt with our gangs!
we laugh,we smile,we jokes and so on.And i hope,this r/s will still remain the same and we continue to rocks man!Stpm is coming so good luck !
Thirdly,Is for him. siapa makan cili,dia rasa pedas.
next week we gonna meet! weeehees! :)
Ohgosh, its been 1week and 6days we dint met . sighed thanks to ur exam ..tsk tsk !
but anyway,please dont feel bad and you know. whatever,u feel now.please let it go ..
And i wanna break my curse man! So, we work hard tgt and break kay? loves my love.

Next week saturday,24 april 2010.
Kaog church will be having concert . So,to those who wanna come pls tag my chatbox for more info.
Im just promoting the concert . Helping friends out :)

To my tutor econs,dont be emo! Let go is the best way and u'll find ur happiness after letting go .
Dont think so much. Whats ur heart feels, just do it. dont need to listen to diff ppl opinions ..
What u wanna do just do,if u keep asking urself the same question.
And no solutions for that,then whats the point you keep bother about it?
Study larhhs! ( cakap org,sendiri pun x study -.- )
Take times to heal ur hurt .. so be cool and chill!

To my ally darling,i miss u badly ! ):
To my baoer darling,i miss u badly mei ! ):
To my si babi amos,oi when is ur next treat ?
To my si sotong arif,you got joelene forget me la?ish!
To my pearlynn darling,misses you. :)

i miss my love :)

Where should i go? msia or singapore?

2010-02-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

Where should i go? Go to singapore to further my studies or

Staying at msia apply loan

and go for ACCA ?

Or degree ?

Am i really want to be a accountant ?

Argh !

IF i stay at msia,most probably i will be apply loan and then,

of course i will be staying at campus

for the 2-3years ?

IF i stay at singapore,yeah of course i have to quickly find a uni or poly

and prepare those student pass?

but ..

My parents are at there .

So everything will be easy for me if i stay there.

Another problem that im having

Where should i go ?

Sounds like im home-less

Besides,im aint a smart and hardworking students.

Sighed

* Got any suggestions ? Please tag me *

Confusion

2010-02-24T22:22:00.000-08:00

Alright is been so long time tht im not active with my blog. poor bloggy !
However, i think i might going to make my blog in private.
So that, i can keep my dark secrets.
IF you are a old reader of mine, you'll understand why i making it private and
might possible that you know me well by reading my post
Im quite a emotional person and always in trouble as usual
Well, thats michelle . The old aunty who loved cute things
especially cowwwww !
I dont really know the reason why i love cow so much
probably, because is cute?
i aint sure about this.

Alright back to today ,
Ohmygodness !
Im in a confused mood
I dont know what wrong with me .
I was keep being fair to other people but myself ..
who was the one not fair .?
I dont really know what wrong with me .
It will be feel better when he not around
or i dont see him
Today i was encounter with him because of something well i dont make it obvious because
I still wanna keep my little dark secret
So,the moment he at there . It totally not me at all that i used to be .
I blushed quickly and heart beat rapidly.
weird thing happened to me all the time. Sighed
Is okayy what i know is there's left few more months to go
and i must work extremely hard to achieve something that i wished for so long
Therefore, i hope i must get out of this problem as soon as possible !
:)

And another thing,woots my bestie talked to me! amazing
Its been so long that we didnt use to talk tgt with it .
Well,he still the same
adroable,playful and funny as usual
xpernah tukar ;o

Thats all for today ! moomoo going to take nap and then tuition
Homework damn a lot
A huge,tall, gigantic giant i need to deal with ..
Thats my HOMEWORK!
IS ALMOST LIKE
100 QUESTIONS I NEED TO DO?
8 Questions X 11 formulas? ( IF i not mistaken )
Total up probably be 88 QUESTION?

A valentine's present :)

2010-02-22T23:19:00.000-08:00

Aw man, such a generous guy you are. Thank you for posting me a teddy bear to msia .

And i know the posting price are quite costly.

A valentine's present that i receive from you. First time, my friend's from singapore sent me a present by using post .

Seriously, i was quite shock when i reach home and i saw a big package that wrap with green paper.

Its written down from amos ong .

To michelle lim .

Ohmygod, once i saw your name i was like. . .

Oh my tian!

However,I should thank god that i was not feeling well when i at school.

And luckily i immediately go back home :)

Besides, i quickly open it and i saw a cute teddy bear from me to you store.

Aww ..

xie xie ni

23 FEBRUARY 2010

A teddy bear i received :D

Hehehes

After i saw this adorable bear, i quickly hug it and kiss :)

Seriously, it so cute !

Thank you amos :) Hopefully can meet you up at march . Pray for me kayy? That i get a good result .

I miss all of you all ;o
Loves

Photos! Eunice came back (: ♥

2010-01-31T09:07:00.000-08:00

Note : I miss ally,baoer,amos,arif and others
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Clubbing!

2010-01-01T04:17:00.000-08:00

31 december 2009 - 1 january 2010 :3

You know what i did ydt? Ohmygod,totally a make over me from ally my love.
I LOVE HER! :3
Alrights,ydt i went for a hair cut nearby my house. well, i cut bangs ..
I feel its was ugly but my love said, i look cute on that. Muacks!
I learnt alot of things from ally. How to make up and dress up .
Oh my tian,she's my angel :D
Guys who reading this dont be jealous kays? i know ally got a lot of admirers ~
SHE'S MINE! :D
So,me,ally,arif,and amos went to clubbing that night for countdown. Hahaha.
we went to st james power house.
Its was my first time,experienced clubbing and it was fun!
Hahahaha.
That night was a blast! Damn crowded and i cant even breath when i was at dancing hall.
Its like a thousand peoples inside there drinking and dancing.
Well, i kept spot for the hotties:)
At there, honestly damn a lot pretty,smexxy,and hot girls but ..
i get to spot one cute guy who was dancing beside ally.
He's so cute . * cries *
I wish i could bump into him and get his phone number but too bad, michelle is too shy ;o
And its kind of embrassing for me to get a guy number. So,well lets wait the god to arrange us to meet again.I hope so .. D:

Starting,
There's a lot of ppls. So its packed! well,is hardly for us to sneak in so
we waited for an hour to go in.
Its was after countdown but its okay ..
as long as we went in to get some fun. So,this kind guy who called kevin
He tries his hard to sneak us in. Thank you boi you such a sweet guy :)
well, we get to go in at around 12.30 like that. I dont really remember .
Hahaha,however we bought a bottle of whisky or martha :P
This uncle arif :)
HE DRUNK! hahaha. He drank a lot because 1st of january was his birthday.
So,we share money for that bottle haha.He looked so funny when he was drunk.
Kept dancing and well,he still remain cool .
Thanks to arif and amos for protecting two girls thats me and ally <3
Is was a nice days! and my first time experienced clubbing.
I'm fond with it and wanted to go there once i have a free time! hahaha
At first, i felt nervous and scared to go in. Hahaha
anyhow i manage to take over the feelings. And started to enjoyed with the clubbing mode :3
Hahaha.

To powerhouse,
I WILL BE BACK! :D hahaha *laughs

To ally,
Thankyou for ur birthday present to me . Im so touched! I love you and i mean it :))

Lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIF :)) BE A GOOD UNCLE KAYS?! YOU ARE 22 NOW :D

draft

2009-12-27T21:18:00.000-08:00

23,24,25,26 and 27 december in 2009

I combined all the days that went by into one post. So, i could save my time to play games because lately i've been feeling quite lazy to blog.All these days I've been having fun in sgTonning with my friends,meeting new friends,watching movies,walk arnd sg,play pool and others.I met quite a lot of new friends,when my sis " baoer " had organize fam outting and she keeps invite me to others outings :)well, im glad to have her as my sis,but somehow ..she's changed to a different person. I'm startingto be afraid of her.Sometimes she's good but at the same time, she will act wildly. I've no rights by judging her because i'm not a prefect person after all .But.. i do really hope she could change and manage to overcome her problems.I will pray for you.This little message i will write till here. I'll continue with mei in another other day.Alrights,back to my fun experiences.Have you tried before going from orchard walk to somerset and then to dhouby ghout, then to parklane?Then from parklane, go to dhouby ghout and then to esplanade and to clarke quay then to city hall just for breakfast at Mcd? Haha.This thing happened on 24th dec 09 when we goes to orchard for countdown.What I mean by "we" was baoer,arif,amos,pearlynn, eugene and myself :)eugene,baoer and pearlynn was a hyper active person.They could laugh and keep jokes arnd although they are tired.what a good spirit they have. haha:)Eugene is a boy who loves to tell ghost stories.Hmm lets see whether im still remember the story line or not ..
Well, here it begins.

Theres a cpl,and the girl loved the guy so much. The guy work as a manager at hotel ABC .One day,the guy dump the girl. And the reason for dumping that poor girl was..The guy had no more feelings towards her.So,then the girl wanna revenge . What she did was,she wore a red dress,red shoes and everything in red.And she went to the hotel ABC,and commit suicide at there. The way she dies was,she jump off the building.When she's jump,her head go down first than body.In chinese believes,to those who wore red dress and everything which is red are the most scariest ghost and they only wants to revenge.So here comes the story,The guy knows about the girls had commit suicide at his working place.The guy went and resign ..But the guy knows the girl would haunt him for the rest of his life .So,he went and see sifu .The guy told him everything except for the way how she diedThis professional sifu told him, to hide himself under the bed.So, this guy did what the sifu said. Every night this girl, go haunt him and ..the guy hide under the bed.Every night he could hear the " tap tap tap " sounds.The sounds looks like someone using his/her hand to walk.And the girl keep saying the same words." Where are you ? Where are you ? "And this incident, go thru till 2 years.But somehow,the guy cant stand it any longer.He started to curious what was it.. and wanna know how does she look like.So, he open a bit by a bit of the blanket who covers the bed.Slowly and slowly ...The voices started grow louder." where are you ? where are you ? "And suddenly, " WAAAHHH! " The girl finally found him. The guy get shock ..She use her hand to walk . The sifu forget to ask him whether how she dies. is it the head to down first or the body .If its the head, she would use her hand to walk .May rest in peace.

Got some part i edit it,because i dont really remember..And theres a lot more stories,i dont want continue le. But arif story was the spookiest story :x
But after all the story telling, i really DID see one wei !Maybe im sensitive or whatsoever.When we was walking to find toilet,on the way to city hall.I did saw one ah piao. Well,i was walking and glanced here and there. Out of sudden, saw something which makes me feel spooked and uneasy.So,i was stunned. Thank god,i was with my friends. I started to feel cold and keep mumbling to myself saying that maybe thats nothing just a block of wood or some other things?I dont know and i dont even wanna know. But god,please give me ur blessings.Whether or not those ah piao exists in this world or not.. I just could pray hard and may they rest in peace.Be peaceful . Leave hatred behind and continue going on happily with ur life! This message is for my readers.

Recently,what i did was staying at home, reading TSGS ( True singapore ghost story )Woots, I love it! Im sure he has a lot of fans out there. Haha and im one of them .Hmm:)
Next,ohmygod! !@#$%^& .. Michelle is getting lazyyyy! ): Always stay at home, and stick to the laptop or story books.Sighh . My studies, Hai .. i WILL nvr change ! Im sure my result still go the same D:
gg.com

Big ass?~! Yea, i do have one. So what? And im too damned lazy to go on a diet. Starve my own stomach just to hope become slim? Nahs, thats impossible lar.What i could say is,god given me this gift and i've to accept it.Or maybe because im too lazy to exercise thats why i deserve this big butt xDNo matter how hard,i've to try work out with that big buttock!Probably go to swimming every week or other sports . Even if my buttock didnt get slimmer . At least,i did exercise for sake of my health :)

Till here, good nights ;o

Fam outting :)

2009-12-20T04:14:00.000-08:00

19/12/09
My sis bao er, organize a fam outting at bugis having seesha's. Hahaas.
quite a lot xdd and xmm's were there except me.
I wasnt anymore xmm's and im 18 now :)
At first i meet my mei " baoer " at tiong bahru with her friends.
Is call peiling and kahseng.
A cute girl and boy ((:
Hahahaas . Afterall, My mei was unlucky.. She lost her purse went waiting for me at tiong bahru!
" To those who are kind, please kindly return her purse to her. Thankyou "
Alright after that, we went to my ex working place's.
Once my cliques saw me,they was so surpised!!
especially tzusuzuki san. I was hugging while greet him. And to the others people's who are my cliques. They was so happy to saw me!
And my sifu, dear jane ..
invited me to go shopping on christmas. Hee:)
So then,chit chat awhile touching a pregnant woman stomach who are my ex manager.
She will give birth on end of this month.
Having a long conversations with them.
and i went back to baoer's they all,Then at 3 pm we meet others fam member at bugis.
meet shenrong,baoer audi couple and his friends and tan sheng too.
A group of people went to seesha's while im sitting there playing psp. Hahaas!
Im not innocent lar,im still havent mature yet and .. still fobia's to smokes . " maybe " ?
Anyhow went there makan and chit chat,while others were drunk except for 2 or 3 people werent.
Around, 6something baoer audi couple and his friends went off went to plaza sing while me and the others still at seesha's there. Hahahaa
Chit awhile, drink awhile then i went off for dinner with familys.
Then i reach home at 7-8something.
Right now, online and blog :)
Goodnights. Tomorrow will be meeting joelin and ally :) muacks!

Headache

2009-12-15T03:44:00.000-08:00

Thanks choo for fetching me to school and invite me to eat breakfast with them.
Hahaas today i got spbt at 9a.m so i woke up at 7.15 ..
Then go bath and prepare ..
after that,we eat at choo aunty shop. I ate meehun soup with 2piece of steam bread. Hehe
Have a good appetite and i was starving . So, boh bian have to eat alot.
Then we chat while we having breakfast . Hahahas
So hor around 9 something, we go to school and wait for yeethong and teacher for the spbt keys .
Then do awhile spbt member jobs .
Quite a lot things i did today,
go to see doctor
skip gopal tuition ):
skip lunch
sleep the whole evening

loves .

sick

2009-12-13T06:31:00.000-08:00

Uhs sick. woke up at 11smtg because my phone was ringing . Well, is jessy called me (:
ask about working things. After chat till around 30mins then went to sleep again.
really feel super tired and sick .
One whole day, din eat only drink milk and soya :o
Was suffering. Keep headache and went to sleep ..
I'm just 18, and right now i look like elder people . Pain here and there.
Backbone,leg and hand pain.
Right now, stomach have a weird sound.. Starving :)
but no appetite to eat. Too bad ..
Nothing to blog . Tomorrow will be going swimming with luting and tzeehui.
Mua(:

Loves.